I'm trying to figure out
what love is supposed to be about
In the beginning you're always so nice
But in the end, you're as cold as Ice
In the end, when you look in their eye's
That's when you realize all their lies
In the beginning you would never think
That they could be so mean in a simple blink
I told you once
I told you twice
that when you love you pay the price
You feel so empty
Cold and blue
So stressed out
And so confused
The one who made you so happy and glad
Is the same one who is making you sad and mad
When one tries to talk about wanting them to stay
The other just turns and walks away
When i smile
For a little while
i realize it's fake
i'm just trying to hide my heartache
After i realize that love was a mistake
Once i realize you're gone
i automatically ask myself what i did wrong
my heart starts going insane
From all the pain
i ask myself how i'm gonna stay sane
My heart keeps tearing
Because, i'm the only one caring
i try not to care
So i try to glare
i try to get away,
and i try to convince myself that I'll be okay.
I miss you when something really good happens,
because you are the one I want to share it with.
I miss you when I laugh and cry
because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear.
I miss you all the time,
but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other;
for those were some of the best times of my life .
One tear fell down my eye
when i thought about the way u made me cry
because to know that u were sad or mad or whatever
u always made me think about ur charm and how ur clever
clever to make me think that we're meant to be together
but u knew all along that "us" would always be never
it hurts to know u played me right in front of my face
and it hurts because my heart wasn't willing to win the race
i must not have been that important to u
but i wont let it get me down or make me blue
but i'll rise above the passion that we had
and always stay happy and never sadmy time may be up with u
but there's always room for someone new
who can keep me happy in so many ways
that will love me till the end of my days
who will keep me strong when i'm hurting the most
who will sit back with me and our love will just coast
and even though some of our times will get rough
she/he'll be by my side even though thing are tough
i loved the way that u made me feel
but someone better came along and his heart is real
and I'm feelin the compassion for him/her
how the right guy/girl came along and im no longer dim
but only one tear fell down my eye
when i thought about the way that u made me cry ..
heart can't tell lies , but mouth can tell lies
im okay but not okay :'/
every i wake up in the morning just hope got one of your message
but empty ..
heart can you don't force me to speak ?
mouth can you don't speak it out ?
it's so hurt when i say "im okay"
& prented like nothing happen
girl , are you know ..
i just want you stay beside me
i don't expect anything else
but why you like avoid & push me away ?
it's so hurt when i remember how we know each other
how you touch me
how you sayang me
how you kiss me
how you hug me
how you take me as your special
now it's gone away :'/
and i stand alone under the rain
my tears keep falling from my eyes ,
asking them to stop but can't ..
P/S : i miss you badly , can you stay beside me again ?
because im not enough strong to let you away from me
