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Tuesday, December 28, 2010

couple

all the couple i wish you all last long yar..
i hope God will bless you all..

dont argue with your lover..
treasure your lover as well..
dont make your lover angry..
dont make your lover feel that you are change..
always be with your lover...
please hold on your lover heart as well..
its might be change if you did somethings wrongs..

think what you going to do the next..
when the time goes wrong , it will change..
n will never return back as well..

when you broke your lover heart into the pieces,
n you try to stick it back..
but its will not as perfect as last time...
do u want to try to break your lover heart ?!

if you dare to do it ,
so do it now !
dont regret what you have did...!!

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Love problem

is that wrong being a such a good person ?
is that wrong to helping friends when they need a help ?
is that wrong if comment at friends status just wanna comfort them ?
is that wrong if i just say my own opinion ?
is that wrong for being too good ?
is that wrong when i get mad then i just can keep update my status ?

BUT

in the end
all is my fault..

what will you do when u are in relations ?

did you really care your lover?
did you ever find your lover?
did you ever miss your lover?
did you love your lover more each day ?
did you ever think of your lover feeling?
did you ?

what was your respon if someday your lover did not find ,care,miss you ?
are you get mah ?
are you get angry ?
scold you lover?

what if you say all the rubbish things to your lover?
what if you say rude words to your lover ?
what if you say somethings that can make your lover jealous ?
how does your lover feel ?

did you ever think it ?
dont always make your lover get jealous..

if wanna be a such important to your lover..
is see how u love your lover, n how she/he love you..
if both of you guys love each other
there have no problem..
both of you must know what you guys doing..


Love is patient..
love is sweet..
there is no wrong n right..
in love there is nothing can blame..

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As a T ,
T also a human..
T also have those feeling..
T trying to be a good bf to their lover..

dont always mad at T..
dont always scold at T..
because T also have feeling...

T have their own way to protect their lover..
T love their lover with their heart..

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Saturday, November 27, 2010

you did it !

come back to here wanna say something .
express out all my feeling ?
thanks always be here for me ;D
my dearest sweetheart...

for some1 ,
maybe you dont know that i know something.
but here i wanna say ,
i dint insult ya..
i just wanna inform you.

what you have did it
i have seen it..
maybe you sign in teng hotmail n check it what i have wrote..
maybe you see it ..
i say maybe..
i not sure..
only GOD know it.
oh my gaga ,
you forget what you have said to me ..
i will remind you again...

we have successfully did our job..
but
how about you ?
you still inbox my dear baby .. -.-''
nevermind lak ..
as long as you think that got chance then you happy then ok ..;)

i need to say sorry ..
because me n teng have no so much time to bother you ..
hope you understand it okay ?
buhbye~!


Tuesday, November 2, 2010

mad !

i have my own limit to get my bad temper..
its hard for me to get angry like usual people angry..
i'm not 1 of them..
this time i mad of it..
this time i really like a fool person
this time i really dont know what the fucking crap going on !

so i dont care about it..
i do mad of it..
pissed offff !
what tang told me , i do listen of it..
she advise me alot ..
thanks to her ..

sometimes my heart my feeling,
really no 1 could know it..
maybe she know
maybe you know
maybe they know.
but
you guys not understand my feeling stand for..

if i'm seriously bad mood you guys thought that im play.
if i'm nothing happen , you guys thought that im moody..
so end up
i wont tell when im moody..

what you wanna do
what you wanna think
i cant force you..
that your's choice..

i do tell my self
dont angry
dont moody
i try to control my self..
be patient..
sometimes i did it..
sometimes i cant. =(

i know i like to play
i know i like to make noise
that my type !
nothing can change me..
FULL STOP !


Sunday, October 31, 2010

when you love her...

dear friends ,
when you love her.

1. When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.
2. When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.
3. When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.
4. When she walks away from you mad, follow her.
5. When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
6. When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.
7. When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.
8. When she ignores you, give her your attention.
9. When she pulls away, pull her back.
10. When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.
11. When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.
12. When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
13. When she’s scared, protect her.
14. When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.
15. When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
16. When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
17. When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
18. When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.
19. When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.
20. When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
21. When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
22. When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
23. When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
24. Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
25. Don’t let her have the last word.
26. Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.
27. Say you love her more than she could ever love you.
28. Argue that she is the best girl ever.
29. When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.
30. When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk toher about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.
31. Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.
32. Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
33. Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.
34. Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.
35. Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.
36. Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
37. Let her into your world.
38. Let her wear your clothes.
39. When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her
40. Let her know she’s important.
41. Kiss her in the pouring rain.
42. When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”
43. After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

(post agian)

Sunday, October 24, 2010

chat btw us

something might happen again n make me flash back
what happen on today..
around 12pm.
a guy who name mr.lun
come over my shop again..
n i have some talk with him..
the first thing he said,

"I have counted so many time , n i dont
understand why i can lose from a girl "

ling : dont said that you are a loser..
you are a guy..-.-

mr.lun : i see you height very a big problem ..
ling : does it any problem ? n in love there nothing can compare..
n so on , did you ever hear a couple
a guy shorter than a gurl ,
is more 幸福 ?

he silent n nothing to talk..
n he keep find the topic to chat..

mr.lun : do you scare me ?
ling : y i want to scare ?
mr.lun : u not scare that i will beat you ?
ling : if i scare you ,i wont stand so near with you.
n i dont scare of it, cos my shop got cctv..
mr.lun : then i will masuk lokap saja..-.-
i can use money ..
ling : its ok...anything you like..
mr.lun : dont scare nah ,i wont beat girl de..

i dint scare also...-.-

so on , he got talk alot ..

ling : dont always use fight to solve problem..
fight cannot solve anything.
mr.lun : no lor, i use fight de lor...i think can de lo..
ling : that is your worlds, my worlds no need like that..
mr.lun : can you tell me how ur mature thinking till where ?
ling : should i tell you ?? i think my mind think until where no need tell you bah..
you not my who..
mr .lun : -.-''

mr.lun: u better wear girl shirt nah .. this boy shirt not suit you la..very weird
ling : i think girl not suit me..n i have tb look..
or u wear girl shirt or u judge gay nah..
( my patient reach my limit)

mr ,lun : i deep know why i can lose by you ..
ling : what neh ?
mr.lun : just because i lost contact v teng..
ling: LMAO! lols. did you think that its the way ?
you still can online n find her..
even though just a few minutes..
but u can do sent a msg to her..
n what you did to her ?
mr .lun , i know you n her always meet ..
ling : no ! me n her seldom meet okay ..
dont always think that contact for the both is must have..
n can still con continue your relation..
not neccessary de..
mr.lun: nothing can day.

mr.lun:u wait the day i come back to mentakab.
i will get from you..
ling : get ?? then you get her bah..
i will see her heart too..
@@
he go aways==


(dont say i insult you, i just want to share what happen today)

Thursday, October 21, 2010

sister

friends ? sister ?
i did not care about the status what we are ..
can say friends , can say sister too..
once i get to know you ,
you are my friends...
n now change to my mei..

since i get to know who u really are..
the way we chat
the way we share
the way we laugh
the way we have fun
its going make our memory..
We didn't realize we were making memories, we just knew we were having fun.

peggy ,Photobucket
thanks for helping me alot..
thanks to be there for me
thanks for comfort me when im down
thanks for help me care my baby when im not with her..
thanks for everythings..

n i wanna tell you ..
i will do the same to you ..
when you down , i will be there for you.
when you sad , i will be there for you ..
so ,
when you need someone to talk ,
im here for you ...
gor willing to listen..Photobucket

when i know your health is getting worse ,
i'm started to worry about you ..
started to pray for you...
i hope mei will recover soon..
n i know GOD always here for you
let we pray for you .;)

Dear Father ,
i wanna pray that our sister peggy is in wad now ..
i pray that my sis can recover back,
God give her strength to live on,
give her a good health too,
God please heal her as ur daughter,
Let her have a good life ..
in JESUS NAME I PRAY,
AMEN.Photobucket

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

people have their mind to think
people have their own thought
people have their own idea..
BUT
we cannot force them to follow us..

people like to talk bad things about other's
is that they jealous on what we are ?
if not why they wanna say ?!

we just a normal human that have a feeling too..

if you going to say us , we do heartache but how if i say back u ? izzit the same ?

i just give an example..
Friends
learn how to be patient..;D

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♥ baby ,
when i look at you , i got alot of thing to say
but i cant say out , so straight away kiss you ..

♥ baby ,
when you tell me your story , i listen it n put it in my heart..
n think what should i do for next..

♥ baby ,
when you walk in front of me , i will hugs you from back
just because i dont want let you go..

♥ baby ,
i wanna tell you here is ...
i love you so much~ ! ♥


with love,
akira ling ♥





people have their mind to think
people have their own thought
people have their own idea..
BUT
we cannot force them to follow us..

people like to talk bad things about other's
is that they jealous on what we are ?
if not why they wanna say ?!

we just a normal human that have a feeling too..

if you going to say us , we do heartache but how if i say back u ? izzit the same ?

i just give an example..
Friends
learn how to be patient..;D

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♥ baby ,
when i look at you , i got alot of thing to say
but i cant say out , so straight away kiss you ..

♥ baby ,
when you tell me your story , i listen it n put it in my heart..
n think what should i do for next..

♥ baby ,
when you walk in front of me , i will hugs you from back
just because i dont want let you go..

♥ baby ,
i wanna tell you here is ...
i love you so much~ ! ♥


with love,
akira ling ♥





Monday, October 4, 2010

love from a heart

time past so fast..
what did i learn from so far is smile..
to be happy..
no matter how,should be happy..
try to be happy from dont let my mood down.

God give us eyes to see how beautiful the world..
GOD give us ears to hear how sweet the voice from.
GOD give us hands to touch the beautiful thingsthat have in this world.
GOD give us a heart to fill your love to others
as GOD love us too..



i do pray for god that i need strenght
i know you are there for me..
in each of prayer i know GOD are there listen it..
what i did told GOD , i hope GOD can understand it..


where are you ?
waiting you is the hardest for me to do ..
i waiting you
waiting your messaging.
waiting your call.
waiting you to call me bie..
waiting you to make me happy..
whole day you tuition ..
you do try hard for your coming PMR..

i hope you can get a GOOD RESULT ..
try YOUR best to do it..
as in i will support you..
gambateh ..
* loving oil *

with love,
akira ling

Thursday, September 30, 2010

all settle..
i just need a peace..
dont argue or fight anymore..
that no use..
you got your own way to say you are right..
we got own way to say we are right..
human is always like that..
stop insult each other..
as we have created by GOD..
nobody know what will happen on tomorrow..
we are not GOD..
we are just a human..

problem getting worse but we need to solve it..
we dont want keep continue argue n argue ..
more we talk more you guys will say..
more you guys say more we say too..
its the same..

hurt you .
i got ppl hurt me too..
same also..
everyone do received the hurt ..
we need to accept the fact..
you say me hurt you..
you say im wrong..
okays i let you win , cause i dont want to argue anymore.
maybe this is good for you..
i let her choose it..
i dont want talk much ..
let her think..
once she got her answer..
we need to accept it..
but no war.
no argue.
no fighting.
we are human..

i got friends..
u got friends too..
friends help me..
n you too...
same also..
you stop it..
i stop it.
they stop it too..
so it will be in peace..

thanks..

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

LAMEEEE

i know there always have my friends do support me whatever what i want to do..
they know who is right n who is wrong.
they told me dont bother what he said..
he is bastard ?
he is an idiot ?
i dont knw.
i just know his english very poor..
i do not understand what he talking about..

before you say me , you better look at youself..
do look it at the mirror
look CAREFULLY...
why she will broke with you ?!
why you n her always argue n quarrel ?!
why dont you look carefully on her when you together with her ?!
do you ever think what she want ?
do you think that what her mind thnk of it ?

you do scold her..
what she feel when you scold her ?!!
did you ever understand being scold that feeling??!
1st time i get angry because you scold my baby n you scold me..
what the lame guy U ARE !

so wat if U can protect her ?!
so what if U can give her sex ?!
so what if U can give her anything that she want ?!
U want me call you hero izzit ?!
LMAO!!

I give her LOVE
I give her everythings .
I give her trustworthy.
n she give it to me too.
i do feel it..
so SHOULD I TELL YOU WHAT WE HAVE DID ?

i wanna tell you lame guys..
you n her already broke..
now she is mine...

i can say that YOU ARE REALLY BASTARD!
PLEASE GET OUT FROM MY LIFE N MY BABY 'S LIFE..
MR LUN ?
yeap is you..
the lame guys i ever seeeee!..
*clap hands for you*



Tuesday, September 21, 2010

as human
dont let anger control our mood
dont let the evil satan control our mind..
do as per normal..
dont easily get moody when someone is down..
try to comfort her with all your best..
she need care ..
try ur best bah , my FRIENDS..~

in this world ,
we know boy n girls is for together..
but now
girl & girl
boy & boy
we know this is the wrong path but this is our life ..
LESBIAN NOT TO BE INSULTED BUT WE HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE DEFENDED !!
we are proud to be a lesbian , because we have the strength & lesbian family :)
[agree what shapo kid (bebe) say..]
lesbian also human what..
gay also human too..
bi-sex also human too..

we know what we do ..
if you dont love us please get off...;D
thanks...




Tuesday, September 14, 2010

for you baby..

end up to wake up write my feeling at here..
i dont know how to tell you my baby..
i know its late for me to on back my lappy n wrote those stupid feeling at here..
while i typing i know you r there listening what i listen ..
i dint hang up ur call cos i wanna accompany you baby..
i saw ur status i was so sad...
but its okays for me..
maybe this is what you think..

my tears are falling ..
cos i make you worry bout me..
sorry bout that..
i dont wanna tell you cos i dont want you worry baby..
its just a small matter.. but end up i told you..
you are clever baby,
you know when i will angry or sad..
other dont even know it..
i just pretend nothing of it..
cos i dont want the memory happen again..
i did told you..
the things i dont like is just very simple..
i dont like my baby unhappy
i dont want see my baby sad cos of me..
i dont wanna lose my baby..
i really in love to you baby..


i need you baby
i need ur care baby
i need ur love baby..
cant you feel that i love you so much ?

sorry about that i make you worry ...
sorry about i dint tell you..
sorry for the stupid me.
sorry baby

idiot me
stupid me
38 me
silly me

hope baby can forgive me..

when i heard that baby wanna go KL work
my heart like dropping out...=(
but baby wanna earn money..
i will miss die you..

lastly ,
i love you baby..
dont leave me..
u r my only 1..

Sunday, September 12, 2010

everything just for you...

i fall in love with 1 girl..
she is cute , she is pretty ,she is kind,she is shy.
but i love her not her beauty..
i do love her is bout her's inner..

baby..
baby i could say so many times to you that i love you
baby , thanks for loving me like i loving you..
baby , thanks for everything that you care me..
baby, thanks for always advise me..

baby , sorry if do anything wrong..
baby , sorry if i make you angry..
baby ,sorry if i got make you worry about me..
baby , sorry if i got make you sad...

baby..
i promise you,baby
i promise you ,that i will give u happy ..;D
i promise to make you laugh like crazy ;D
i promise to give you strength when you are weak
i promise to love you forever
i promise to cherish you & your love
i promise to compromise with you
i promise to never take your love for granted
i promise to never lose faith in you
i promise to never give you reason to distrust me
i promise to always trust you
i promise to work with you to resolve our conflicts
i promise to always be proud of you
i promise to never let you feel alone in this world

baby,
i love you
i need you
i miss you.
♥ ακιяα ℓιиɢ ♥ | ƨнα ɢʋα |



Thursday, September 2, 2010

heart you


why no mood?
why no mood?
why no mood?
arghh!

can you just let me know?
can you just share with me?
can you just say that you love me n need me?
can you just tell me all this?
you said you love me..
but why you still unhappy ?

i know you sad
i know u feel regret
i know u still love him..
i know it~

did i do wrong again ?
what should i do ?
tell me, my baby..
i admit that i love you..
n you also love me..
baby , you know you Photobucket me,
i know you care..
do tell me baby..

i love you ,Photobucket
so i dont want you sad..
i dont want you unhappy..
i dont want you always keep think of it ..
already pass..
life still goes on..
i will be there for you..
you still have me to lean on..
if you wanna cry , cry on my shoulder..
its depend on you my baby...Photobucket

baby , i love you..
im here to be with you..Photobucket

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

love is sweet


life always like this,
got sad n happy..
but people can be happy ..
is let them to choose their way..
no matter how hard to live on ,
life must goes on too.
dont you said you wanna suicide about the small matter things ?
that cannot be.. this call how stupid you are..
open your eyes n see out there got a billion people.
& dont cry for the person that dont love you..
let go her, n forget her..
someday she will know what she really want..


love is sweet , love is patient
love come again..
against on me..
i feel you are near to me.
i willing to wait you..
but already give me so many hope..
you make me crazzy think of you..

If Your asking if I Need U the answer is 4Ever..
If Your askin if I'll Leave U the answer is Never..
If Your askin what I value the Answer is U..
if Your askin if I love U the answer is I do.

If i reached for your hand , will u hold it ?
If i hold out my arms, will u hug me ?
If i go for your lips, will u kiss me ?
If i capture ur heart , will u love me ??

i fall in love again..
i love you , baby .

Monday, August 30, 2010



i wanted to back to my children life..
no stress
no need to work
no need to think
no need to worry

deep inside my heart is a heart KID..

i miss every moment when im young..
i miss every moment with my family..
miss my friend..
miss my old school friends..
miss every moment that we play together..XD

but now i have new friends too..
friends never end..
friends always there for you
friend is everythings..♥
everythings of the things that we cant describe it well.
its too much..
treasure your friends when they are here with you..
if you wanted to say anything just do it before its late..
hold your friends hands together when getting fun..
take some picture with your friends and keep its as memory..

Sunday, August 29, 2010

sorry

i thought that i will be happy back..
but since i saw your pm, you give me that feeling is not like last time..
maybe you're right..
maybe i'm wrong..

sorry for the careless
sorry for the stupid me
sorry for everything of me..
sorry..
sorry..

for sure now, i really cant like last time..
i feel is far away..
what i do is wrong now..
maybe is too long for me when we separated
i dont mean that to hurt you..
my self getting hurt too..
i wanna think twice again..

"The day you finally decide to love me will be the day after the day I have given up on chasing you"
It's just one of those days Where I just want to disappear,
To get away from everything,
Because I hate my life here. Dying seems less sad than having lived too little.

i wish that i wont be able to get another feeling like waiting..
KID where are you ?

am i waiting for nothing
am i do the wrong step
am i is a such a failure
y i will be like that ?
where is my happiness?

Friday, August 27, 2010

story continue here..
my 2nd blog..


who Photobucket me yar ?
who can tell me ?
i want you to Photobucket me neh..

when you start to miss someone ,
i wish i'm the only one you miss it..
when you start to remember some1 ,
i wish i'm the only one in ur brain..
when you start to find ppl to chat ,
i wish i'm the 1st who you find..
i wish i can be in ur heart.

i scare lonely now..
everyday ,
every hours . every minutes ,every seconds..
i feel lonely..
i need your hugs..Photobucket

please love me as you can..
as i love you..
dont leave me alone here..
i'm scare..
do tell me you need me
do tell me you love me..
do tell me you need hug..



dead of feeling

i thought that i'm already forgot you after the day i meet you..
but i cant make it..
i try to forget you..
try to dissappear from you.
even msn,fb , msg also dint contact.
im not dare to talk v you..
i choose my decision that i wont talk v you.
when i wanna off my lappy
suddenly i saw your status
i feel like heartache..
its hurt me..
but i try to pretend nothing..
i just hide it my feeling..
i know its not worth, n i know im not yours already..
but deep inside my heart still loving you..
i love you not of your beautyness...
i love your inner..
why last time you want did it to me..=(
why ?

what i can do now , im already let go you for her..
i hope her can take care of you..
you make me dissapointed..
you telling me that you wont get into relationship in this year..
why you ?
but what i care neh ? that not my problem anymore..
you wanna do what u go ahead nah ..
i just can sit at here n see both of you sweeet together..

y everyone i can cheers them but not my own ?
i need you bie..my bie,where r you ?
although you are not my gf or wat..
i just need you right now to comfort me..

i wish that im dead of feeling..
♥ ακιяα ℓιиɢ ♥ | ƨнα ɢʋα |

Thursday, August 26, 2010

one heart ♥

the day we start to know each other,
the day we start talking ,
after the day we still contact ,
till today..

who have been together with me ?
who have been accompany me ?
who have been trying to make me smile when im down ?
who always accompany me from day to night ?

is you MY SHA PO
what we talk from day to day..
what we share together ,
together we smile ,together we laugh ,
together we silly..
always together...
like you said ,
two heart become one heart.
thanks always care me...
forever we do..

friends who be friend with me
i appreaciate all..
whenever your mood down
i will be there for you..
when your tears fall,
i will wipe for you..
when you are sad ,
just talk to me..
cos I belong to anyone that need me so..♥