♥♥♥♥♥♥

imma KiD

silly kid am i?

how silly am i ?

i wanted to back to my children life..

no stress

no need to work

no need to think

no need to worry

deep inside my heart is a heart KID..

i miss every moment when im young..

i miss every moment with my family..

miss my friend..

miss my old school friends..

miss every moment that we play together..XD

but now i have new friends too..

friends never end..

friends always there for you

friend is everythings..♥

everythings of the things that we cant describe it well.

its too much..

treasure your friends when they are here with you..♥

if you wanted to say anything just do it before its late..♥

hold your friends hands together when getting fun..♥

take some picture with your friends and keep its as memory..♥

sorry

i thought that i will be happy back..

but since i saw your pm, you give me that feeling is not like last time..

maybe you're right..

maybe i'm wrong..

sorry for the careless

sorry for the stupid me

sorry for everything of me..

sorry..

sorry..

for sure now, i really cant like last time..

i feel is far away..

what i do is wrong now..

maybe is too long for me when we separated

i dont mean that to hurt you..

my self getting hurt too..

i wanna think twice again..

"The day you finally decide to love me will be the day after the day I have given up on chasing you"

It's just one of those days Where I just want to disappear,

To get away from everything,

Because I hate my life here. Dying seems less sad than having lived too little.

i wish that i wont be able to get another feeling like waiting..

KID where are you ?

am i waiting for nothing

am i do the wrong step

am i is a such a failure

y i will be like that ?

where is my happiness?

story continue here..

my 2nd blog.. ♥

who me yar ?
who can tell me ?
i want you to me neh..

when you start to miss someone ,

i wish i'm the only one you miss it..
when you start to remember some1 ,

i wish i'm the only one in ur brain..
when you start to find ppl to chat ,

i wish i'm the 1st who you find..
i wish i can be in ur heart.

i scare lonely now..

everyday ,

every hours . every minutes ,every seconds..

i feel lonely..

i need your hugs..

please love me as you can..

as i love you..

dont leave me alone here..

i'm scare..

do tell me you need me

do tell me you love me..

do tell me you need hug..

dead of feeling

i thought that i'm already forgot you after the day i meet you..

but i cant make it..

i try to forget you..

try to dissappear from you.

even msn,fb , msg also dint contact.

im not dare to talk v you..

i choose my decision that i wont talk v you.

when i wanna off my lappy

suddenly i saw your status

i feel like heartache..

its hurt me..

but i try to pretend nothing..

i just hide it my feeling..

i know its not worth, n i know im not yours already..

but deep inside my heart still loving you..

i love you not of your beautyness...

i love your inner..

why last time you want did it to me..=(

why ?

what i can do now , im already let go you for her..

i hope her can take care of you..

you make me dissapointed..

you telling me that you wont get into relationship in this year..

why you ?

but what i care neh ? that not my problem anymore..

you wanna do what u go ahead nah ..

i just can sit at here n see both of you sweeet together..

y everyone i can cheers them but not my own ?

i need you bie..my bie,where r you ?

although you are not my gf or wat..

i just need you right now to comfort me..

i wish that im dead of feeling..

♥ ακιяα ℓιиɢ ♥ | ƨнα ɢʋα |

one heart ♥

♥

the day we start to know each other,

the day we start talking ,

after the day we still contact ,

till today..

who have been together with me ?

who have been accompany me ?

who have been trying to make me smile when im down ?

who always accompany me from day to night ?

is you MY SHA PO ♥

what we talk from day to day..

what we share together ,

together we smile ,together we laugh ,

together we silly..

always together...

like you said ,

two heart become one heart.

thanks always care me...

forever we do..

friends who be friend with me

i appreaciate all..

whenever your mood down

i will be there for you..

when your tears fall,

i will wipe for you..

when you are sad ,

just talk to me..

cos I belong to anyone that need me so..♥

when you ♥ her .~

1. When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

2. When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

3. When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

4. When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

5. When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

6. When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

7. When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

8. When she ignores you, give her your attention.

9. When she pulls away, pull her back.

10. When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

11. When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

12. When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

13. When she’s scared, protect her.

14. When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

15. When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

16. When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

17. When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

18. When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

19. When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

20. When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

21. When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

22. When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

23. When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

24. Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

25. Don’t let her have the last word.

26. Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

27. Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

28. Argue that she is the best girl ever.

29. When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

30. When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk toher about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

31. Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

32. Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

33. Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

34. Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

35. Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

36. Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

37. Let her into your world.

38. Let her wear your clothes.

39. When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

40. Let her know she’s important.

41. Kiss her in the pouring rain.

42. When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

43. After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

be your side ♥

friendship is always there.. ♥

shut up my ownself for 3 days..

worries too much at her...

think that she angry ?

think that why she do that ?

think that anything happen on her ?

*thinking*

finally get the answer from her..

n so on ask for her dont be so cold..

already settle it..

thanks god.. ♥

recently all moody..

is that the point all need to be moody ?

dont think too much..

if something that already past just let it past..

bie , you are the one..

dont be so sad..

dare or not dare just go ahead...

memory keep it as memory..

n let go her..

you still have me to accompany you

even though im just your friends that u calling me baby.. ♥

remember what i told you..

sometimes human is like that..

when mood is going down ,

just know how to sad..

n dont know what to do..

try to talk v some1 you trust n know about your feeling..

ask for the comfort is the best way from letting sad again..

even our heart is hurt n pain..

but we sure we can heal it by day to days.

or need to be fast ?

i'm akira is here..

here for you..

be your side.. ♥

with love,

♥ ακιяα ℓιиɢ ♥ | sha gua |

why i care more ?

why i want to be sad ?

because i care all my friends..

including you.~!

i know you already 5 months..♥

dont you want our friendship end like this ?

what we have been through this 5 months?

our feeling never fade..♥

i'm always support you..

i'm here always be your side..

dont you know that ?

i'm disspointed..

no point to do so..

cause no one will know it..

you leave me breathless

no more sillyness between us..

thanks to bie.♥

thanks to you cos wrote bout me at your blog..

thanks to accompany me last night when i'm down..

thanks always sayang me..

thanks cause you 'printed me ' at ur blog..

thanks always..

n i will be there for you... ;D

thanks to SHIR..♥

thanks cos you accompany me after bie sleep..

thanks too for the web...

n sorry that make you sleep late..

sorry that make you worry me..

thankkkiiu....;D ♥

i appreciate all..

what i do is for you all..

what i care is really meant it..

i care you all..

you are part of my soul..♥

--- ♥ αкıRα LinG ♥ ---| siao sha gua |

feeling

time passed so fast..
even 24 hours for me also not enough.
time passed so fast..
not enough time to do so..

but only took some time to taked picture is enough for me..




share about the feeling..
wish all the same for their lover. ♥

You probably already know that I'm leaving,
I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you.
The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch, and dont you ever forget that.
I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, or be around you.
You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving, I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch, you never did anything right, and you were never there.
I didn't think I could hate someone as much as I hate you
And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I'll never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise.
You never had my love, and I want you to remember that.
Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me.
I hate you so much. I will not be talking to you soon bitch. Goodbye..

did you feel sad ?
did you feel hurt ?
the tears might be fall only for you ..
but when you fall your tears make it wonderfull n meaningfull..
because its got a hidden words on it..

hate -- LOVE
never-- ALWAYS
bitch -- BABY
will not -- WILL

so now try to read back with the word..
(its wonderfull)

open your eyes n see how beautiful the world.
the words have given ,
the meaning have given ,
did you ever feel great n warm ?
you wont be lonely again ..
trust me ,

you belongs to me.

i dont know what to do
i just can say sorry to u
sorry that i dint reply ur msg
im super busy
im super tired
im forgot..
but
when i saw ur status
i feel hurt n sad
sorry for that
=(
--- ♥ αкıRα LinG ♥ ---| siao sha gua |

akira

what do you think of AKIRA ?

is that a nice name ?

akira mean intelligent..

i'm not saying myself , cos i know im not ..

that is part of my name too..

i will try to cheers you guys happy no matter how..

i will try my best.. =)

why i do care more ?

why i do it so ?

why i want be your side when you are sad ?

just because i wanna you HAPPY ...

n every SINGLE things that happen can be solved it..

try learn to calm down n pray what you need the most..

GOD will help us ... ♥

someone is full of hatred in their mind..

do not let satan cross in your mind..

once you get it wrong in your way , satan always close to you..

be strong n open your minded..

learn to let go everythings..

should be end ..

no more hatred ..

no more arguement ...

you are BIG enough to think..

you have brain to think it..

think what suppose you need to do on your future...

i hope GOD will bless you..

think what JESUS get punisment from romans.

do JESUS hate them ?

NO, he forgive what they doing cause they do not knw what they doing..

remember of this verse..

i hope you can understand if you read it..

only for you

my bro -> vincent

thanks..

from,

--- ♥ αкıЯα ˩ιиǤ ♥ ---| ƨιασ ƨнα ɢʋα |

r you could be the 1 i miss ?

r you could be the 1 i love ?

r you could be the 1 i can take care?

n could you be the 1 who i need ?

for my ownself i do not know the answer..

in your heart ,

where am i ?

in your heart

what state is me ?

in your heart

who am i ?

i just can say that i am nobody.

nobody for everyone..

but i care for you all.

i pretend nothing happen its just because i do not it always run at my mind.

silly no matter what you all call me is just a small matter for me

cause im silly then you all can happy

you happy im happy.. :)

what is that call for friend ?

should be EVERYTHING..

why i say it so ?

for me everywhere sure have friends..

when you need him/her sure friends the 1st who help..

so i will call that friends is everything..

anyone of my friends are sad or whatsover,

just talk to me if can..i'm willing to listen..

if you wanna cry ,just cry , dont feel it shy..

cos the tears that might fall down is so beautiful..

cos its hard to fall..

when its fall is really do touch..cos when u fall ur 1st tears is for your lover..

tears fall,i wipe it using my hands. let you feel that i care you..

n i always be your side.

that part of me..

this is me..am i who i am..

--- ♥ αкıRα LinG ♥ ---| siao sha gua |

there is so much thing to do now..wanna online also not much time for me..

gonna write my blog here..so take a time but its late..still wanna do it cos this is my feeling to here.

i miss here..

i seeing 1 by 1 profile when im not online as usual soo.

n just i going 1 of my fren profile n have a look..

she have updated her own blog..

so i decide to see it..i read allll..~!

n i comment this to her:

think it carefully before u do somethings..
there always have wrong n right..choose the correct 1 if u think that suit u..
if u fail , stand up n do again n corrections on it..n do the better way..
yesh life always still goes on, if there no life how u wanna to continue to live on..mean that useless..life is like that, GOD make it , GOD wanna test on you..so good luckk..n pray for GOD.
n n n i will always be there uf u want find some 1 to talk... :D
im willing to listen.

i hope she see it...

n so on

i go another profile..

i saw something also.

she is in relations v my gan mei..i know both of them nothing de..

but my heart think that got something..stupid me..

n so on my gan mei like me before..

this girl also my gf..

i feel sorry to her .i dont wanna to mentioned about it already..just let go

then will fine de la..

after a days i already forget it..n im okays with that..

but she dint find me at all..

when i see her status is like waiting the love ?? o.O

i mean she like waiting nothing by dint do anything ?

hais...i getting tired actually..i dont knw why la.. going crazy ?

our plan still going y suddenly wanna say like this..wth...

my closer friends which is my best ever buddy already scold me ..

n n she like know everything bout you n me dont knw everything..

how lame is me...

wanna blame being so stupid blame me bah..

i dont wanT you get hurt by me if my feeling to you getting to be fade..

its will be more hurt n hurt n hurt..={

i wish everyday you are here with me even though we are separate n i keep thinking of you..

but no 1 will know it..cos i do keep it in my heart..

n the respon i get is what ??

NOTHING...

as in my msn status got wrote it..

if you get hurt again, i wish i will be thre right for you n i wipe your tears with my hands..

that is for you cos i knw ur sad...

im willing to do all this..

that the part of me..

so silly..

i have choose to be single back

mean that i wanna think carefully what i want really..

i know you are waiting on me...

this feeling make me feel like im bad...

i could ever say

SORRY FOR EVERTHING....

chance always have...

i need to wait till DEC..

everything going so smooth..

( i think)

that day i feel so so so sad n i cant control my tears..T^T

that just because got some of my problem v Bebe n loo sin..

hais..

but now everything is okay edi..

yeahh..

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bebe going to Jakarta

n keep sms me talk silly thing ..

n n i think my fone credit almost empty..ahaaha

but anways i knw that sha po at there is doing great..=)

n i waiting you to come back sha po..

ahaaha..

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n for me also pity..

cannot online arrr..T^T

grrr.

but its ok ..cos still got handphone b v me..=))

thanks for you always accompany me..

i love you..

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i dont knw what am i talking bout..

i just knw im tired now..continue later..