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Tuesday, July 27, 2010

I dont know what happen on me..
sometimes i will no mood at all..
maybe i think of somthing or ?
see something?
i really want to quit FACEBOOK..
i wish that i dint have any eyes so that i no need to see anythings..
i hate all this..
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only you know my heart very well.
what we talk
what we share
what we laugh for
n we talk silly things,
i miss the moment..
i hope what u say is right n same thinking of my mind..
i really need you in my life.
although u n me just best friends,
i really dont want u to leave me..
n i knw u also the same...=)
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i really dont want to see both of u conversations..
its like lie to me..
hais..
i dont wanna to knw or think..
i hope u n her can goes on..
hais.
anything just let go...
let it flow..
really feel like wanna boom back my self..
n buy coffin to my self..
-.-

T^T
i wanna cry
cry all out till my tears gone..

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

i will be your angel..=)

silly ling always silly..-.-

i knw there is impossible that i can so fast like you..

but sure deep inside my heart already have feeling on you..
that feeling come back to me again..
maybe ,my feeling is wrong, i just let it flow.
but really i figure out,u really in my heart now..
how come i can like u?
i got say before is the way u care me..
but still have alot of my friends care me too..
but i cant get the feeling from them..
only you, i got the the the feel..
i got try to forget you in so many way...
but its hard for me..n n still in my mind..
Ask my eyes to stop looking at you...
Ask my brain to stop thinking about you..
Ask my imagination to stop dreaming about you..
Ask my heart to stop beating..
ask me everything..But don't u ever stop me from loving you..
if there have a choice to me..
1 is LOVE HURT
n 1 is LOVE LET GO..
i will choose LOVE HURT.
because someday you will know my love if for you..
but
If in the dark...
we lose sight of love.. hold my hand & have no fear..
we'll be together, I will be here..


I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be..
So I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life..
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you...
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what ever u do now
be carefull ya.
take good care of yourself..
n remember drink water..
i will pray for u..
study hard dont make ownself stress..
when go jor oversea
lagi mau take care..
i will be ur angel
where ever u wanna go..=)
i will accompany u..
always here b v u..
do support u..

im gonna write at a piece of paper...

n that i will write

'sorry,because i like you'

n i will post to everyone tht all can knw i like you..

i want you b the lucky girl in this world...

n for sure you wont get hurt anymore..

I MaY NoT be A CLocK THat MAy TeXT U 24HRS A daY
BUT My HeaRT WiLL BE likE A CLoCK
THaT WILL NoT StOP CARING & SAYING
U R ALWAYS REMEMBERED. TAKE CARe... ♥

Monday, July 19, 2010

there are so many reason to leave some1 else...
n why you suppose to do that n she are really fall in love to you ?
n this will make her feel like she have been foolish by you..
how come...
n last she already know how your real look is..
i hope there will not have a chance to happen again..
n i hope her will be alright ...=)

there always have a KID say ' breathless,hopeless, weakness' n so on..
n now my self can feel it..
n this KID have learn from me so many things.,n now she teach back me..
is always good to me...

everyone will learn fron the HURT & PAIN..
but sometimes ppl dont get it what is does means...
u can get it when u really think of the meaning ...
'When wrong is right ?'
this Question is given by some1..
think of it..
n u wont be able can get the answer.

some people say that hard to believe someone..
yeap,really hard because we dont know how the person is..
sometimes we can test on her..
for sure im good person ?
just ask my closer friends.......
n yesh friends can be last long...
did you guys know when a girl n her lover like each other
n slowly change to LOVE
n sure can be last long also...n its will be forever..

sometimes our tears will fall down for our love 1.
when we get hurt by some1 sure we cry..
n what for we wanna cry ?
we can cry cos our heart is soft hearted..
but as we hold our tears is might be more hurt..
cry it out let our feeling can much more better...

I try to talk to you,but i dont know what to say
i am afraid you dont want me to say anything.
so I dont..but inside of me there are words waiting to come out.
and tell you how i feel like ...and how i like you despite my broken heart.
and how i need you in my life..
and especially how much i want...
but those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside..
somtimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you tooo..
but i 'll never know..

Sometimes i wish i have more than 1 heart.
so that it wnt be so hurt..
but
GOD only gave us 2 ears to hear.
2 eyes to see n 2 hands to hold..
but why did GOD give us only 1 heart?
because he want us to find the other one...

N if I have choice
love hurts or love to let you go?
i will choose LOVE HURTS because i know someday you will realise
my LOVE for you is honest...

i wish i had never known you..i was happy before even when you were not there yet.
unlike now,you make me suffer , o know
that you dint mean to have known me..me too, i wansn't planning on loving you.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

HOPE

i dont knw what for she wanna do that ?
or i think too much ?
or maybe she just play around ?
or nothing de ?
but y ?
i feel it the way she do is like that....

i hope that not ur means...
i hope that not u want it...
i hope that no more argue..
already peace that u have said..
so keep it the words..

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

only you

the first day you talk to me ,n yesh i start to knowing you..
what u have talk to me
n i can feel it..
what on your mind also i can know it..
just that i dont want to tell u
^^
call it silly
yesh im silly..
all know it i am silly..
wanna make you guys happy
that what should i doo..


today feel boring..
so decided to edittt my picture
while waiting u..
n yesh u can see at my fb..^^
lazy to upload it here.
so what i have do today is i have webcam v Mila.
she is my best sis or fren..
she say me look great..lol her..
eheehe..
thanks mila always support me..


i waiting u
waiting u all the time
i wont force u..
just wanna let u know im here always b v u
no matter how n how far we are
only our heart can feel it
u must study hard ya as in u wanna go oversea
but once u go oversea edi
i still here do support u
pray for u everyday
n n n
dont forget we can chat in so many ways
n remember
ling is not like your ex ya
i will do my best for u
^^


Saturday, July 10, 2010

Someday~

Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't


I know
You dont really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well i've got news for you
I know i'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long

Chorus

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday

But now
I know you can't tell
I'm down,and i'm not down anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye

Chorus

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday

Friday, July 9, 2010

for you

i dont wanna to think bout u n 'her'
so i just pretend nothing..*end*

just only 1 person know my feeling, i think..i hope she knw who i mean..
really thanks to her..
i gone crazy for these few days..
i damn bored at here...online also nothing to dooooo~!
i just edit all my picture...
walaooo~

she tell me that i knw her heart..
but she know my heart also..
i wish the time can move faster ?
i wish i can meet her soonn....

n my feeling no 1 will totally understand..
i hope my SMILE can make you guys happy..
=)

Monday, July 5, 2010

dedicated to u..

I know you all might be asking
Why I still wanna to write those silly things again..
Yes
IM 100% percent hurt dear
You hurt me..=(
Yes,you did
But I won't be mad at you
I know I'm not a good boyfriend;(
I know
I'm sorry
But you should'nt hurt me in this way
I'm really 100% desparated,you know?
Do you know how muched I love you?
Nevermined
You loved her now huh?
Sometimes,
How much I wished that
I din't see anything
And pretend to be a fool
And forgot everything
I pretend to be happy infront of you
Yes
I admit
I scared I told you my feelings
You're aren't my friend again
So nevermind
I'll only hide this secret
I just wanna say
How muched I love you
DEAR,
Could I have a chance?
Just a chance to be with you;(
Yeiks
Maybe you won't even know
I'm talking to you
Because,you'll never come to my blog
****,I LOVE YOU
Do you know?
I know you won't,you're waiting for her
Nevermind
This is my forever secret
I'll wait
Wait until you know
Dear,IM LOVING YOU=)

Everyday , every hours ,every minutes,every second...
I missing you all the day....

Sunday, July 4, 2010

i wish i could do many things in this month.. today i went to mentakab.. at there damn boring..i cant online but nvermind...i just wait till 10pm then go home online lor.. too boring at there nothing to do.. then dannys come ..she go tuition der..after that her fren come...allyson ,leslie..both tb..
n me n dannys ..all tb ? lol..ahaaha...funny v them...but then, i go home ... bath ..then continue my work is ONLINE...n when im on my Facebook...crazy der...only 1 day no mah, got 120 notifications,30 fren request, 3 msg....
crazyy... n n n now i currently join the contest for the tb geh...i need support ya...^^ all my friends come vote for me...LOL...anyway, thanks all who vote for me...^^


today im happy ya, she reply my sms....^^
yesterday she got cam v me awhile...wao...long time no see her...ahaaha.. damn silly also...but then she tell me to text me when she done..but after she done she straight away sleep..-.- i know she tired le..^^

my mood not so good today.. i dont knw what for she do like that...GILA... i just want to know who telling u .... just like that only mah..very hard meh ?! its already so many things happen,y u keep disturb me ?! u want me die then u happy ar??!! im headache so many days jor la..hais..
i just wanna knw who that person..please tell la...duhhh...

Thursday, July 1, 2010

LOVE

when u love some1 , u will sacrifice ur love to her or him...no matter she or he doing u will still love her/him...

i can tell you here..
What a girl wants to hear ..

just 2 of them n a girl ask for he boy to be honest to answer it..

G:Have i ever crossed ur mind?
B:NO

G: do you like me ?
B : nope.

G:Do you want me ?
B:No

G:Would you cry if I left ?
B:No

G:Would you live for me?
B:No

G:Would you do anything for me ?
B:No

G:Choose me or your life?
B :My life

(after that this girl ran away n the boy ran after her n hold her n told her)

The reason you never crossed my mind is because YOU are always on my mind~
The reason why i dont like you is because I LOVE YOU
The reason i dont want is because I NEED YOU..
The reason I wouldn't cry if left because I'll DIE if you left
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I WOULD DIE FOR YOU~
The reason i'm not willing to do anything for you is because I WOULD DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU~
The reason i choose my LIFE is because YOU ARE MY LIFE~! ..


taurus..

my sadness nobody will know it..only GOD know it.. i trust my horoscope cos its really true about me..Taurus person is strong and silent. In the first instance, a Taurean comes across as extremely quiet and reserved person. Only after you get close to him will you have a proper conversation, rather than simple monologues. He moves deliberately and is as steady as the 'Rock of Gibraltar'. Once a Taurus has made up his mind, it is impossible to move him even slightly. If you leave him alone, a Taurean will come across as a very easygoing person.

You push him somewhat and he becomes stubborn. Still trying to make him budge, beware of the violent temper. A Taurus person is hardly impulsive and never gets angry without a reason. Infact, he has the perfect control over his emotions. However, when a Taurus does get angry, it is better not to get in the way or you are bound to get trampled. The anger also takes time to come down. He is quite attracted to the opposite sex, but attracting people to himself seems more preferable to him.

One of the typical personality traits of a Taurus is passivity. You can count on him to be there when you need him, but he will never be the one to call on you. At the same time, he will know 'what to do' and 'how to do it'. Worrying, fretting or getting nervous is definitely not one of Taurus characteristics. It is in his nature to be stable and stoic. He takes his decisions slowly, after careful considerations. Taurus people love their home and change upsets them. Don't tell a Taurus that he's stubborn; he'll never believe it. He thinks himself to be patient, not obstinate.

Taureans have this amazing quality of bearing emotional and physical pain, even for years, without grieving or complaining. The more the troubles come pouring in, the stronger he will come out to be. A Taurus is nothing if not loyal and dedicated to his family and friends. He has a good appetite and loves food and drinks. He has a funny bone too; it's just that he prefers broad and slapstick comedy to subtle humor. Taureans are hardly cruel. At the same time, they are seldom broke. Sooner or later, the money will come to them.

A Taurus is not stingy and his pockets, along with his heart, are always open to friends and family. He loves grandeur and he is deeply interested in the various forms of art. Music usually has a very special place in his life. The ideas of a Taurus are always sensible as well as practical. He is not the one to build castles out of air. Synonymous with lasting love, Taurus people are not prone to wandering. They love luxury, but detest waste and extravagance. Last but not the least, they are dependable, strong, patient and trustworthy.