One Tear ♥

I'm trying to figure out

what love is supposed to be about

In the beginning you're always so nice

But in the end, you're as cold as Ice

In the end, when you look in their eye's

That's when you realize all their lies

In the beginning you would never think

That they could be so mean in a simple blink

I told you once

I told you twice

that when you love you pay the price

You feel so empty

Cold and blue

So stressed out

And so confused

The one who made you so happy and glad

Is the same one who is making you sad and mad

When one tries to talk about wanting them to stay

The other just turns and walks away

When i smile

For a little while

i realize it's fake

i'm just trying to hide my heartache

After i realize that love was a mistake

Once i realize you're gone

i automatically ask myself what i did wrong

my heart starts going insane

From all the pain

i ask myself how i'm gonna stay sane

My heart keeps tearing

Because, i'm the only one caring

i try not to care

So i try to glare

i try to get away,

and i try to convince myself that I'll be okay.

I miss you when something really good happens,

because you are the one I want to share it with.

I miss you when I laugh and cry

because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear.

I miss you all the time,

but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other;

for those were some of the best times of my life .

One tear fell down my eye

when i thought about the way u made me cry

because to know that u were sad or mad or whatever

u always made me think about ur charm and how ur clever

clever to make me think that we're meant to be together

but u knew all along that "us" would always be never

it hurts to know u played me right in front of my face

and it hurts because my heart wasn't willing to win the race

i must not have been that important to u

but i wont let it get me down or make me blue

but i'll rise above the passion that we had

and always stay happy and never sadmy time may be up with u

but there's always room for someone new

who can keep me happy in so many ways

that will love me till the end of my days

who will keep me strong when i'm hurting the most

who will sit back with me and our love will just coast

and even though some of our times will get rough

she/he'll be by my side even though thing are tough

i loved the way that u made me feel

but someone better came along and his heart is real

and I'm feelin the compassion for him/her

how the right guy/girl came along and im no longer dim

but only one tear fell down my eye

when i thought about the way that u made me cry ..

heart can't tell lies , but mouth can tell lies

im okay but not okay :'/

every i wake up in the morning just hope got one of your message

but empty ..

heart can you don't force me to speak ?

mouth can you don't speak it out ?

it's so hurt when i say "im okay"

& prented like nothing happen

girl , are you know ..

i just want you stay beside me

i don't expect anything else

but why you like avoid & push me away ?

it's so hurt when i remember how we know each other

how you touch me

how you sayang me

how you kiss me

how you hug me

how you take me as your special

now it's gone away :'/

and i stand alone under the rain

my tears keep falling from my eyes ,

asking them to stop but can't ..

P/S : i miss you badly , can you stay beside me again ?

because im not enough strong to let you away from me