Midnight !

3.45am * tik tok tik tok *

a very peacefull night

a very cold weather night

Alone sitting infront of my lappy

Do look at Facebook suddenly

Emo come again

Just a 1 way to release my feeling is

spamming back my wall

or

blogging !

Many of you doenst know the real story

you might know my name who call Akira

but

you wont know my full story ! !

Heart is bleeding ,

mind is miserable..

and i do think of her

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you wont know the feeling

if you know it why you wanted to do it ?

not you choice ? then what the reason ?

Did you know ,

when i passby your home , i think of you

when i go some where else , its make me think of memory too

i dont know what will happen tomorrow

i just know i will appreciate the time be with you

You know im silly , childish, naive n like to play ..

you also can accept all this ..

but

why ?

Am i wrong ?

am i wrong giving you a little bit of present ?

am i wrong cos im too childish ?

I know i'm not handsome like aaron yan

i know i'm not rich like David beckham

I just could know ,

i have a heart is sincerely for you

aint that better ?

Im TB ,

everyone could know it

They respect me, i respect them

im nothing too

but if they dont , i wont give them a damn too !!

I still remember what you have told me

You wanted me to learn chinese

Finally i try my best

Conclusion from friend

they said ; ' your chinese improve alot '

I learn it because of you

:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:

我真的好累好累哦

不知道最近的我怎么了

满脑子都是你的画面

说好要遗忘的可是做不到''

说好不要再去回想从前的''

可是不知道为什么脑袋里一直有着你的回忆''

不知道为什么现在的我1碰到你''

本来心情不好的也会突然之间笑了''

心情好却变得不好''

现在的我自己也不认识自己了''

有些话想对你说可是不能说出口只好藏在心里

看到你幸福和快乐

自己也勉强快乐

希望你是真的幸福

我只害怕 你离开我

我只害怕 你不爱我

我只害怕 你冷落我

我只害怕 你不在乎我、

如果你爱我，请不要离开我....